a lot has happened for the past months.
A LOT.
I found love.*
I lost someone.
Still in the process of recuperating from the shock. from the loss...
Still unsure of the emotions locked up inside.
All i know now, is that i miss her.
I miss her smile, her laugh, the way her hand feels, the sound of her voice...
I miss her presence.
It's sad that i only realized how much she is a part of my life when i lost her.
I regret not hugging her enough. Nor telling her how much she means to me.

I miss her.
I lost my lola. But I lost her to Someone up there. So it's fair.
She's happy, i know.
We have another angel watching over us.

*so not the time to write about it...