limbo...

finally! 3 loooong months of studying, tons of coffee and tortillas, and a LOT of weight gain...
all the crying spells and sleepless nights praying that all these sacrifices would pay off...
finally! i passed the boards. i can get on with my life. woohoo!!

(.one day post boards)
SLEEP!!!!

(.one week post boards)
PARTEEH!!!!

(.two weeks post boards)
DVD MARATHON!!!

(.three weeks post boards)
Read the novels i oh-so-want to read for the longest time...

(.four weeks post boards)
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i find myself waking up at 3 in the afternoon, sleeping at 5 in the morning. Sitting in front of the computer, watching videos, playing online games. Eating brunch at 3pm, dinner at 10pm.

in other words, i find myself as a big professional BUM a.k.a. Palamunin (in tagalog).

i've been trying to decide (trying) whether i should go into residency this year, or not. there are so many options i don't know which to choose. As i try to decide (try), i end up becoming such a bum i'm getting decubitus ulcers already.

passing the boards isn't the answer to all my hardships in med after all.
damn, di pa pala tapos. sheet.